The Ex Files

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Mon, 23 Feb 2009 15:47:11 -0500

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Yes. I Googled...

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 15:45:42 -0500

…The Ex.

We were both obviously moving on T-Gd but I don’t know what happened. I mean, I do know. Anyway, I have something I think I need to say to him but I know I should just keep it to myself and keep moving on. *sigh*

Oh well I guess.

WHY do all the guys on The Hills and The City remind me of my ex? (Except the Australians). Oh...

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:17:34 -0500

WHY do all the guys on The Hills and The City remind me of my ex? (Except the Australians). Oh right, because they’re all hot, rich, bland and generic. Guys like that are like catnip for me. Vom.

The City

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 22:29:20 -0500

I hate to admit that I”m actually watching it but I am and it reminds me of The Ex SO MUCH. Haven’t posted in awhile b/c haven’t had much to say to or about him, which is good, but this episode of The City is like watching the entire shit of us breaking up b./c of him cheating all over again. When the guys are having a boys night out and it veers into boys and girls night in. And then Jay giving his friend a heads up that he needs to tell his gf before someone else did, that totally hapened in our situation. They told him he needed to break it off with me before I found out. And then the guy’s facial expressions were DEAD ON THE SAME as my ex’s. Same sketchy sideways looks and hoping she doesn’t claw his eyes out. And then the poor girl being like “This isn’t just some little relationship; this is the real deal.” Yeah, been there. And her trying not to cry when her “friends” are telling her the truth, and her confronting him and him acting sort of sorry and admitting he was wrong but not really meaning it. But on tv, he still wanted to be with her. And they kiss and don’t really make up so there’s more drama later. I liked the Hills better, it didn’t remind me of shit times in my own life.

"I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything...."

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 15:17:55 -0500

“I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too… but I’ll never know.”

- Anonymous (via hit-or-miss) (via becausewhy) (via sarcastic) (via srsly) (via unicornology)

Ok really, I do know that you don’t have all those things locked inside you. But I wish you did.

"A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it."

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 15:17:13 -0500

“A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it.”

- Helen Rowland (via skysignal)

very true.

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Are You Kidding Me???

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 14:43:58 -0500

The Ex used to always say the above, emphasising you and me. Never, you’ve got to be kidding me, like I would say. Like I just said to myself when I reached for the phone and caught a glimpse of the back of his car driving past outside AGAIN. Are you kidding me?? No. It was just the back of the car, but it was distinguishable. I wasn’t even looking out the window this time!!!! And it wasn’t the same time of day as yesterday so I can’t even be accused of watching to see if he’d go by. 2 sightings on 2 consecutive days is 2 much. No, I’m not kidding you.

BAD TIMING

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 15:15:40 -0500

The Ex just drove by. This is what I get for taking the afternoon off to work from home and then for staring out the window instead of doing work. He had the puppy in the care too. jOnly good thing is that I didn’t go running down the street after them.

I broke down in tears today when my friend was gushing about her anniversary with her boyfriend...

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 15:29:51 -0500

I broke down in tears today when my friend was gushing about her anniversary with her boyfriend (soon to be fiance) because my anniversary with The Ex would’ve been last week. And I really thought I’d be getting a ring right about now.

Even though I know I’m destined for better things (see post below), I still have some bad days. It’s hard to trust that everything will be okay and that you’ll move on and be happy when you feel so fucking alone.

Onward and upward.

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 15:26:17 -0500

playnice:

Thank God you’re not still with any of your exs. They were an important part of your growth process and now you’ve out grown them.

Today remind yourself: Onward and upward.

Can't Sleep.

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 00:41:20 -0500

…because you’re not here. And I miss you.

And we were both right. I don’t want to be forgettable, but I do like fading away.

I almost started crying at a networking event when my new boss noticed the ring I bought myself after you left and asked me if I was engaged.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 22:59:46 -0400

"So what do I do with all the love I have? Send it into the skies? Write it on every surface possible..."

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 22:58:28 -0400

“So what do I do with all the love I have? Send it into the skies? Write it on every surface possible for strangers to see? What you don’t seem to have realized is that this love was meant for you, for you to feel that yes, I would give up everything for you if needed. But of course, you don’t want it, so now I am left with suitcases of this love-turned-heartbreak while waiting in the rain for someone else to come and fetch me instead.”

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All that stuff you were convinced I hated is exactly what I love now. I never hated it, and now it just makes me feel better about not having you.

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 23:25:45 -0400

Hate that I go to bed early all the time now that you're not here bugging me about it

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 23:24:54 -0400

"You take a born-pretty girl and you dress her up in pretty things, curl her pretty hair and she..."

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 23:23:12 -0400

“You take a born-pretty girl and you dress her up in pretty things, curl her pretty hair and she becomes empty. Vacuous. The only thing she can claim as a self identity is her one dimensional beauty. But take a pretty girl and throw some shit on her, and make her fight her way out of it and she’ll grow to be other-worldly radiant and a force to be reckoned with.”

- Beautiful and Depraved: “6: Prettiness” (via debauchette) (via yolanda) (via msbojangles) (via marjchun) (via laceymae)

I used to be smart and motivated. Now I just feel like a dead-eyed starlet from the Hills

One Good Thing

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:19:25 -0400

If we hadn’t broken up, I might never have figured out how hot porn is.

I can do better.

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:56:08 -0400

Better than someone who throws everything away for blond jailbait? Yes.

You, on the other hand, cannot do better than me. I’m the best thing you ever had. You fucked up. I win.

I’m fine on my own. I like my space and my things. But sometimes, I don’t like being in...

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:19:53 -0400

I’m fine on my own. I like my space and my things. But sometimes, I don’t like being in this big house alone. Many times, I don’t feel secure here. I wish I could call you to come over and be with me. I wish I knew you’d come if I called.

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too."

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:18:04 -0400

“Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.”

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